Since this blog has become my therapy tonight I will vent. It wont be along one, just a minute to get it off my chest so I can sleep tonight.
Work sucked today. We lost 2 people on our immediate team due to budget related reasons. I am not concerned about losing my job or anything but I have felt bad all day for these people. Knots in my stomach, didn't eat lunch, just a ball of stress. They both have families and even though I know its business, its still not easy. Since I am the lead, it feels like the others think I had control of this, which I did not. Not that I have never been part of discussions on ways to save money for the company but I did not make the people related decisions. My 2nd level manager did a great job at the explanation to the team, but you know, its never an easy conversation. I am thankful today that I am not in her position.
Being stressed takes it out of you...I am exhausted.
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